Never Say GoodBye

A very good friend of mine will be leaving Kuwait really soon forever and it just really hit me how much I'm going to miss her. She's going to get married and live in a foriegn country where I w0n't be able to see her peaceful face anymore and learn from her comforting soul. Yes this post I dedicate it to you Alya. I will never ever forget you and you can't imagine how much I'll miss you. I have said good bye to many friends before but they have never left me feeling how I feel right now. Dear it was a great honor working with you and knowing you. I hate walking by your desk these days cause you're not sitting there. I will miss our early morning short chit chats about you know what and our little moments and silly comments about songs we know and movies we've seen, crazy lyrics' game and mystery webgames. But most of all I will never forget your soothing welcoming SMILE and Sweet Friendly Voice. Alya you were a very good friend that I shall never stop cherishing because friends to me are everything and you are one of those good friends that will always stay in my heart no matter where they go. I will not say Good Bye cause I know you will visit again and if you don't I'll haunt you down and kidnap you back to Kuwait. Just Kidding. But seriously I want to let the world know what it means when we say there really are still good people out there. You are a walking proof of that. Yes your type of good people are rare but they exsist and make our lives a better place. And I thank God I got to know you even though for just one year and a few months.

God Bless your marriage and soul wherever you go. And I must say Mashallah Mohammed is lucky to have a wise dedicated amazing person like you in his life as a wife. And for a gut reason I know he deserves that.

Take Care my friend and always remember we will NEVER EVER FORGET YOU

Love you :*

The Buzz in the back of your head

All of us these days have issues that need to be solved. Some of us personal, some professional while others have financial ones. It takes you sometimes along time to realize that you have issues in the first place. But then you realize something is just damn nagging you in the back of your head and you don't know what it is. But the minute you put your hand on it you feel relieved for awhile cause you discovered it but then you get depressed cause you just don't know how to solve it. Well to tell you the truth .. You have to. If something is bothering you to the limit that it's annoying you than get it over with. Don't leave it in the back of your head praying and wishing that it would go away... Cause it won't. It might even get bigger and bigger until you can't do a single thing about it. Therefore you must always always always revise your life and have a moment of truth about what's really going on in your life in and out. Now don't get me wrong I don't mean do Self-Talk or Freak-your-self-out-with-your-problems kind of Talk. No but I mean seriously what makes you down and what's holding you back. And fix stuff that can be fixed cause like I said they ain't gonna disappear on their own. If your not talking to a friend, deal with that. See if it's your fault or not. If you need cash, Start saving money. If you need a job what are you doing online get up the next morning and start looking for one. But Seriously take a moment to listen to that buzz buzzing in the back of your head nagging you about something that has been bugging you for awhile. You never know it might be something extremely important. Talk to a friend if that would do any good. Or just talk to me ... I'd love to help out. Just don't bottle it up inside it might destroy a good side in you...

Peace