Get The Hell Out

It hurts alot how people don't understand "Friendship" these days. It's like it's mumbo jumbo to them. I can't tell you how hard it has been for me to loose friends these previous years. They come into my life and drop like hot potatoes within seconds because in their little heads they misinterrupt the concept of friendship. Friendship to them is be there for them, listen to them and help them get through whatever they're going through. But in return they give you nothing. And that HURTS like hell. The funny thing is that they know you would do wonders for them and go that extra mile just to make them happy. However they don't believe that they have to do the same. They can't handle giving you the least of attention or care. I hate that and I wish sometimes that I had never met anyone.

I lost alot of friends in my life like I mentioned above. Some were extremely close. Others were a one week trial. The funny things is that they loose me when they least expect it and I drop them out of my life like dying flies.

Don't misunderstand me I love friendship and I have amazing best friends. It's just that even they sometimes take my friendship for granted and that's when GET-THE-HELL-OUT-OF-MY-LIFE sign comes out. I can't bare them. I'll always be that nice giving person but I'll just be that far away from them.

I'm sorry for my negativity but sometimes a girl's gotta let out what's bugging her in her head.

Peace :)